i kind of like updating this journal so sporadically because every time i let so much time go by, i have a lot to say, which makes for an interesting entry.
right now i am done with classes but just have one more final on thursday. in math. i really really need to pass because if i don't then i fail the entire class and have to repeat it. and i went through so much with that placement exam in order to pass, so i really need to do well...! and there will be no better way to finish this semester than with the news that i can move up in math. that's what i need to do the rest of this week...just study...ugh. i was way too sick to today though. got home around 5 and still felt like absolute shit so i couldn't bring myself to do it. and now it's 9pm and i just want to go to sleep.
so what else is new? well, i am looking really forward to this month-long break because i feel that not only do i need a break from school, but i need a break from ashley. and now that we're done with classes hopefully we won't be there on the same days. because sharing that tiny bedroom in that small apartment with her is just not working out. she does so many little things that piss me off, and i know that i am not exaggerating when i complain all the time. i mean, i've talked to her so it's getting better, but still. my other two roommates, however, stacey and lindsey, i get along with great. i mean we get a little annoyed with one another every now and then, but what roommates don't? i love them, and on thursday when we went out to see The New Deal for Stacey's birthday we had some great talks. i love having them as friends, and not just roommates. speaking of which though, the new deal was my favorite show that i have ever gone to, and it had to do with the fact that we had no idea how much we would luck out, with matt & jeff getting tickets at the last minute, finding molly and green LV's about an hour into the show, and just dancing our butts off for hours!! i loved every minute of it, even when i felt as though i was going to faint in the middle of the dance floor, due to all the people suffocating on the lapse of air around me. the night continued to be amazing even after the show was over and we went back to our place, not going to bed until 5:30am. and then i actually woke up at 9:30 and made it to my last english class of the semester. molly never lets one down.
and now i'm home...and i feel so sick. maybe, probably, because we walked around in rain thursday night and went out in the freezing rain for a cigarette quite often, dressed only in our sweat-soaked t-shirts and glow bracelets. i did expect to get sick, but this just sucks. my whole body is sore, my throat hurt this morning and continues to, and i keep coughing. bryan took care of me today though, by making me tea with honey and holding me all day while i slept. i wish we could just spend days on end like that...well minus me feeling crappy. i'm so anxious for this vacation to get started, so i can see him everyday.
also, razvan is coming next sunday with his parents, so i can not wait to see them!! they're only staying a couple days because they're going to sebi's for christmas in New jersey, but i think they'll be back after. i can't wait to take raz to boston and show him the city. hopefully there's shows i can take him to, and exploit him to better things.
hmmm....well today's date is the 14th i think, so christmas is in a week exactly.
that means nothing to me, because christmas is so overrated now a days anyway. all that means is that i need to go out and spend a bunch of money i don't have, on presents for people. and i don't even want to receive any presents, because that just means that i have to buy them something. i know i'm sounding like a total douchebag, but honestly, who said we had to spend all this money on commercialized products in the holidays? coca-cola is just fine with me, but why the other stuff? plus, i have to buy bryan something, and i mean i want to because i love him, but what am i supposed to get him? i haven't bought a significant other something for christmas since junior year, and that cologne i did get that year was stolen, so that doesn't really count. hopefully i will find him a nice shirt or something. i wish i had a bunch of money to just blow on presents for everyone i love. i would just be happy if it ended up never snowing this winter. ever. but that's highly unlikely.
i need to go to sleep. goodnight.